I am sorry, i didn't mean for things to end up this way,
I just couldn't deal with the things you had to say.
It seems stupid now, but I can't let you in,
Even if you were to ask why I wouldn't know where to begin.
I'm sorry i ruined things it was not my intention,
I just couldn't handle all the unwanted attention,
You don't understand and I can't explain,
Why I had to let you go, so I wouldn't cause you more pain.
When I see you now, words get caught in my throat,
Its been far too long since we last spoke.
I can't explain it but things should just stay this way,
We should just take things day by day.
I'm sorry I really didn't mean to hurt you,
But I truly don't think you care,
I know you won't understand,
But I just really don't want to be here.
I don't know why, but when I'm with you I don't feel like I belong,
Who would know this feeling could be so strong?
I just don't see us being friends again,
I'm sorry if I cause you more pain.
I don't want to change the things that I do,
And I don't think that is alright with you.
I know I lied but I can't tell you the truth,
I can't trust you now without any proof.
I can't do this, it's getting to hard,
Whenever I see you I get caught off guard.
I keep thinking about the things we've been through,
Why the hell did I do this to you?
I hate myself for this but I can't change my mind,
And to this day you probably thought I was kind,
I'm sorry but it's time to let you go,
I just thought you should know.
