Nothing i can do

I can feel the tears there coming
brimming at my eyes
and now its way to late
for you to realize

i swore i wouldn't let myself
fall at all for you
and just now i realized
i did what i didn't want to do.

and its breaking me into pieces
looking at your picture
i whisper to my self
why?

i swore I'd never tell you
just what you meant to me
and look what i went and did
now its killing me

i guess what I'm trying to get at
is that i need you in my life
with out you it feels empty
it doesn't feel so right

and as the saddens slowly consumes me
i feel empty
broken, bare.
to find myself reaching out for you
to find that your not there

but to you it was just a game
to me it was so much more
i was just something that you wanted
and you were someone i adored.

so now I'm sitting here alone
and all i can think of is you.
my fragile hearts left impaired
and theres nothing i can do.