I've been treated so wrong,
I've been hurt for so long,
and I can't forget that feeling,
that pain that dwells within me,
so near....so near...
And you came along, and I felt so amazing,
but that feelings gone I can't keep it long enough
To extinguish this hurt..so near...
And its been too much time, but I'm so sick of crying
But these cuts are so deep that disease dwells inside...
so near...so near...
And this body's decaying,
and this heart, oh its breaking
And I'm questioning all of our souls!
Because I've tried to ignore pain!
And I've tried to defy anger!
And now all of these consequences
Make me become everything that I hate...
And now, its too late...and I'm so near...
So near to giving up,
if loving is not enough,
-Then I've run out of answers
And I'm full of just questions
Like the when and the where-
Will I meet my love, will I meet my God?
Or in the end will I be left alone?
Like a thousand times before?
And this fear, now its growing,
And my weakness, is it showing...
Because its so near...so near...
That I know if it actually touched me,
I'd shiver and quake,
collapse beneath its weight,
and my last exhalation,
would be the exultation,
of love, of love,
Of...Love.
