I was 16 years old since the first time I fall in love
My mom told me that I was too young,
Too young to be in a relationship
A relationship that lasted for about 9 months
I have come to realize that since we broke up
My life is never been the same before,
Things became differently,
The way I see the reality
May perception in life changed
The way I talked to the other people
Even the way I write my notes,
I guess everything changed
Only in the end I found out
That I was empty,
Looking for him is not easy,
Like finding myself in the unknown world
Solemnly I meditate
Did I give my whole heart to him?
So I ended up like this,
Was my love for him is too much?
This pain I am going through is just a reality
Reality that I need to face
That not everything I have before can be mine
The way I wanted it to be,
Time can heal all the wounds,
Learn to let go
Save yourself from vanity
And everything will be ok.
(This poem doesn’t have any pattern; it was an emotion that I wanted to burst out so that I can move forward from my bitter past)
