Dear Mom, I'm really sorry about all this.
Sorry I couldn't give you one last kiss.
But the pain was too great, and the pressure too high.
All I ever did was cry and cry.
My world has gone black, dark as coal.
You tried your best, and god bless your soul.
I know it wasn't easy, without Daddy and all.
You were always a trooper, but yet girly and small.
So once again I'm sorry, the pain was just too great.
I'll see you again someday, maybe heavens gate.
But as the blood rushes over my veins and I feel a sudden dizzy spell,
I'm ready to end this letter, and the gate to this hell.
So goodnight mom, once and for all.
I love you so much, so keep your head up and never let it fall.
~this is kinda a Catholic poem with heaven and all, so you certain people who say I don't respect Catholics, here ya go~