I fall in love with this girl
our love is heard across the world
some people don't agree
but thats reality
couple months pass
I'm surprised our love last
she calls me one night
he voice crying in fright
i take a deep breath and rub my eyes
ready to feel pain that shes holding inside
i asked whats wrong
she says " Our love will be gone "
-she hangs up-
i try to call back to understand what i heard
because i didn't believe those words
texting, calling, emailing, nothing
me doing this, hours went by
i got off the bed when the sun started to shine
time for school,
and I'm so confused
I'm scared, worried, and depressed
i just wanna see her so she can put this pain at rest
schools almost over
I'm turning shoulders
asking....
have you seen stephane??
no one knew
and i started to wonder how my life would be
late afternoon i get a text.
.... ( its stephane's best )
"hey its ashley."
i reply, "have you seen stephane?"
ashley calls me and says..
" I'm sorry Nico, she's in the hospital "
My heart stops and falls .
i run to the hospital and ask for the girl i truly loved
a nurse takes to a room
and there was the girl that i love
i broke down in tears
as tubes all around her
i can tell she was in fear .
she wakes up and becomes surprise that I'm there
i asked, " why didn't you tell me you were here ? "
she said, "i didn't want you to see me like this
for my life is at a final tick.
-tears came to my eyes-
baby I'm dieing, I'm sorry that I'm leaving you but I'm sure ill see you heaven "
i wiped my eyes and said,
" don't wait up for me "
after that she falls asleep.
she was asleep for 2 more days
until she wakes me up and says
" Our Love Will Be gone "
i tell her, " baby your wrong.
I'm DIEING WITH YOU"
she starts to cry and says " no "
she kisses me one last time
and whispers
" find another girl to say your mine "
for it was her time to die
i filled the side of her bed with tears
and said " when i call you, please appear"
i only said that so i wont ever forget her
because she the only one that makes me feel better
i held her hand with so much passion
and finally asked, " what happened ?"
they told me her heart had called it quits
she's been diagnosed with a heart disease
i yelled in tears ... " give her my heart please !!! "
i cant live with the pain
i cant move on and act sane
the doctor says she can die any minute
there's nothing we can do to fix it
Stephanie grabs my hand and says " ill always be with u
and ill you forever "
she also said, " be brave and just promise me you'll visit my grave "
i act like i never heard the word happy or joy
as right after that,
i heard the flat line noise .
my heart is not even a heart anymore .
she takin it with her to heaven
i cried so much
i could not take the pain no more
i ran home and said a prair
i asked god to forgive me for i sinned
but i promise ill never do this again
because soon ill be dead .
i drop to my knees , and said,
"I'm coming to be with you steph,
no matter what you said
our love will be together again
only because on earth
i can not find love again,
AMEN "
i closed my eyes and shot myself in the head .
(It'll be nice if u leave a comment and let me know what u truely think about the poems. I like poetry because it helps me and ill like to know how to make my poems better so I can better explain my emotions and the poem itself can have a better chance to relate to the readers. So please tell me what u think. It can help. Thank you)
