My Sacrifice

I'm sitting in my room
with my pain bottled tight
I'm sick of this world
but I continue to fight

I cant express these
emotions that I feel
So I hurt myself,
It's the only way I know how to deal

I know that it's stupid
and I know that it's cliche
But the feelings inside are so strong
to them, I must obey

I want to stop so bad
I want to be set free
I want to fly like a bird
and I want to love me

But none of this matters,
because the emotions over ride
My arms are my sacrifice
to my pain inside

(C) Scarlet Razor
written: March 12, 2010