Reaching Out For You

On the worst day of my life, i find myself writing each thought.
Thinking of my only love, wishing she was here, but shes not...
Though i cant express exactly how i feel, I could say I'm numb.
Because its just a poem, another fail, but an attempt is better than none...
Fairy-tales aren't real, and I've heard that true love is make believe as well.
Even though in my world, your the only one who saves me from this hell...
I wish I could understand, and only do things that fill your heart.
Instead I've hurt you again, and now I can't stand us being apart...
Its not even been a whole day, though these hours have felt like years.
Ever since you've walked out my door, each eyes been filled with tears...
I find it strange when your around, I never seem to write as much.
Then whenever your gone, my words never seem to be enough...
Maybe they are too little, after my actions have caused you to feel.
What if I wrote you a book, about how my love for you is real...?
I'm sure it would come easy for me, because it's the only thing that i know.
I'll start writing it right now, beginning with the words "I'll never let you go"..
I know people don't see you like I do, and quite how remarkable you are.
In this life built around darkness, you've always been my shining star...
When my book is finished, I hope that you'll find enough time to read.
Then when you get to the end, I hope you'll realize your all that i need...

Just how I feel today...
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