Not the Only One

I hope I live up to my words because I know it's easier said than done.
She reads as her tears trickle to her keyboard, she believes I am the one...
I wrote her romance and love, a complete opposite of "spittin' game".
I'll be forsaken if I fail her and I'll probably die from my own shame...
I told her about our memories, and how I'd like her to be my wife.
I told her that them memories, would eventually become our life...
I Just want her to be happy, for the person I am in her beautiful world.
She wants to name our son Tristan and I chose Alysia for our girl...
Though a baby would be too soon I cant wait to watch them grow.
I cant wait too see the future and just how happily it will go...
By now my readers should realize how crushed I'll be if this goes wrong.
She's all I have to live for, without her I'm afraid I just couldn't move on...
I believe that life's always changing but I hope its never for the worst.
Life without her would be pointless, I promised to always put her first...
If she left me out the blue and told me it wasn't close to my fault.
I'd still feel the same as if it were, my beating heart would halt...
I really think I'll live up to my words, though easier said than done.
I hope she lives up to her words too so that I'm not the only one...