Remember to Forget Me?

I sat there in the
stillness of the library.
The feeling of being
over-crowded was immense.
Yet very few chairs
had been filled with
the lifeless essence of
the quiet students.

In my mind,
even with the
over abundance of
white noise and aging movements,
I could only think of you.

Would you love
him over time?
Would our renewed
friendship not be enough
in the end?
Would you remember
to forget me?

Every single meaningless
thought drowned out
the world.

My fear of losing you
once again,
was the worse feeling
I've felt.
Even with losing you
the first time,
it never felt this strong.