As I ponder through late hours of the night,
silence rings deeper into my ears,
Now provided with the time in my life,
I think back on all the past years.
Emptiness has filled the air of this room,
as my hopes have been crushed by despair,
Loneliness has consumed my mind,
leaving myself without a care.
No path has been layed before me,
therefore I aimlessly wonder these grounds,
Desperately seeking a sense of purpose,
I continue my search for one to be found.
The uncertainty should cause tension,
yet only familiarity lingers inside,
With each excruciating moment that passes,
my heart slowly and painfully dies.