Sex to Pain

A rueful smile,
Plays on my lips.
His warm hands,
Resting on my hips.

It's all about,
The heavy breathing.
And how the sweat,
The sweat is breeding.

In this here sport,
I lose my mind.
I forget everything,
It becomes hard to find.

I can lose myself,
In the perfect scene.
But I pay for it later,
I can't get clean.

I cut at the pictures,
I see on my leg.
And on my wrists,
I can't let it spread.

I think it's contagious,
I have to kill it off.
Can't let anyone get this,
It could lead to the cough.

The cough that kills them,
The cough that breaks.
It'll lead something worse,
It'll give them the shakes.

So I cut away,
All living traces.
And over the top,
I carve smiling faces.