Sink or Swim

I'm going to scream
What else can I bring?
My own flesh and blood
was clearly a dud

I've lost my way
I am so out of place
my mind is not fit
for these challenges I've made

My heart is now pounding
My head is now throbbing
I am worn and weary
I'm restless and dreary

I am dreading tomorrow
for it will show failure
my motivation is dimming
I cannot keep swimming.