I just want to cry,
feel like I could die,
'cause when you say goodbye,
you think that it's a lie,
but I've told you how I feel,
a thousand times before,
I promise this is real,
but you still walk out the door,
You don't have to believe me,
I'm used to the pain,
I'll just cry by myself,
and pretend that it's rain,
And I'm sorry you don't believe,
every word I say,
but every time you leave,
I wish that you would stay,
but you walk out on me,
so I just sit and cry,
why must it be,
that there's no you and I,
You don't have to believe me,
I'm used to the pain,
I'll just cry by myself,
and pretend that it's rain,
I just want to show you,
that I'm telling the truth,
there's nothing that I won't do,
just say you love me too,
'cause I don't like the moments,
that we spend apart,
so offer a postponement,
before you break my heart,
You don't have to believe me,
I'm used to the pain,
I'll just cry by myself,
and pretend that it's rain,
You don't have to believe me,
I'm used to the pain,
I'll just cry by myself,
and pretend that it's rain,
But I'm aware that these are tears,
I know this isn't rain,
'cause it's been like this for years,
I can't escape the pain,
so yes I know that these are tears,
but I'll pretend it's rain...