From the moment we layed eye's on one another
I felt a energy force that was strong
it started in my mind and heart
a pulsation that was like I was in another place
like another world
that's when I knew that you would always be the girl;
The one that I yern for
no matter what occurs,
I also understood since this energy had much enlightenment
that it would also come with much darkness....
When I felt your touch
the force grew stronger
I knew when this occur'd that you'd be with me forever
that we'd always be in one another's heart,
I knew from that moment and each moment we held one another
that I'd have to fight to keep you
I would have to be a soldier to keep your love
never let it die
never let us part,
There became tragic occurences
that I never dreamt of happening;
My life came crashing down in just a single heart beat
it was like my body was being ripped apart...
I messed up badly
Let you go
Told you that we're done
not realizing my heart was going to shatter,
I was really angry and in so much confusion
that I let you walk;
In just a blink of an eye you were gone
left and I felt alone
like I was in a corner,
Backed in by a monster that I could actually be afraid of
I couldn't hold you in my arms and say I Love You anymore
so I started reminiscing about our life together
the past,along with the future we could of had...
I was lost at that time
not knowing where I need to go
confused to the point of stupidity
but that still doesn't make things right,
Just know I'm really sorry
I really love you with all my heart
I miss the living hell out of you
I hope one day you'll forgive
as well one day I'd be able to hold you again;
Recently I have been meditating and focusing on energy
not just one specific energy
but all energies,
I know this sounds odd
but every night I feel your energy
it is strong
as well I could feel it inside me
the pulsation
I felt when I held you
I see you at night at the end of me bed
well your energy of course;
I wander why now after all this time
I have not came to a conclusion
but I do know,
I would do anything to feel your touch again
as well that kiss that leaves me breathless...
Anyway,
I Love You Brittany Danielle Grub
But I don't know if you feel the same still
If the love you once had is gone?
I would like you to look deep within your heart
only to tell me the answer,
And I ask you this
after realizing what I want in life over the months;
Would you marry me???
Tu eres toda mi vida mi consentido y yo queiro estar sin ti,
Christopher Michael Figueroa
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