Golden heart

"Can you imagine life
with out you?"I used to
say,till my jinx came true.

it was what you always
wanted,you even said it I
miss you,I never told
you!!!but I do..I do..I swear
I do! I cry every night, still
trying to forget you!

"I cant"
I said to my self One
day,so I stopped right
there, the same spot
you killed you're self.
...
So I couldn't bare the
pain no more, as you
stabbed you're self till there's
no more.

I didn't know what to do
so what i did was I shot my
self until there was no more.

it took
5 shots at chest.
I pulled the trigger
back and...I stopped
as I laid down next to
the gun thinking it through.

the gun went
"BOOM!!"
four times at chest. I'm
out of breath,cant talk,tying
to catch a breath.

It was so painful,
so I just shot myself one more
time as I laid there dieing!

That bullet pierced
through my golden
heart.

my last words
were:

"I'm coming for you!
I love you and I
missed you!so this is
for you!
I want to spend the rest
of my life with you!"
...
I cried,I killed
and the world turned
black and white.

I got lifted by a black devil
with wings to a heaven.
As she dropped me I then
screamed and screamed,
then someone catches me
...in hell and there he was!

Satan himself! Therefore, my life
flashed and burned to Ash.bye this
is the end,we killed ourselves for
different reasons is all
but we....we will go to
hell together, Bye it is over I
don't have to take
this pain,sadness and damn
misery no more!

>i wrote this poem after someone and I didn't know what >to do. so I wrote this I hope you enjoy it^.^please be >honest on what you thing about this poem.