Unknown not really a poem just thoughts

People say all the time that they wish to be me
But i dont see why
I am a single mother of 3
Sometimes I wish i could fly

My kids are my everything
But in life I'm still missing something

I got married in February
And separated in September
I wish I would have never let him go
But I left him alone with one single blow

Now i regret hurting my one true love
I let him fly away like a precious dove

If i could take it all back
I would
For my heart i lack
He took it with him just like he could