That night in September...
what are you thinking inside your head?
when you make that phone call
when you said those words
did you know i cried myself to sleep
hoping and pleading to god
that when i woke up it'll only be a dream?
that when i woke up, you're still there?
have you ever thought for just one second...
how much pain i have to bare?
how much pain you cost me?
how much endless teary night i cried for you?
have you ever notice, for just one second...
about how i try to survive
just to convince myself that I'll be OK without you
just to convince myself I'll survive
have you ever realize, for just one second...
that i can't survive alone?
that I'm struggling to love someone else just because i still love you
that i still love you...