Secret Moments...

Some times i wonder
what my life really miss
that makes me think of you
and dream of your kiss

There is something wrong
With the things that we do
But still I just cant help
Going out to see you

My life is just perfect
At least thats what every body think
But im longing for something
Like im missing a link

I have a loving family
For which I truly do care
But still I have this secret
That I with no one share

The secret is you
And what you make me feel
Every time im with you
It just feels so real

But every time im with you
You try to hide your fear
That some one will see us
And know with me your near

So what is wrong with me
To make me do all of this
When all that can come of it
Is just one night of bliss

We meet in secret places
That no one will ever know
Because we both have familys
To which we are so bound

I really wish I know
Why I long for you so
When all we have are short moments
Before we both have to go

Is it the thrill of excitement
In my life that I miss
Since I cant help going out
To meet you just for a random kiss

Or is it the closure
That we never really got
That made me think of you again
And really miss you a lot

I really just dont know
Why I act this way
Everything that we are hiding
All the things we do and say

But im just fooling myself
Every time that im with you
Cause those feelings arent real
At least not for you...