Probably is just me
But, how can this be fair
Your hatred feels undeserved
You ruined a good thing
I'm blaming you
But isn't it your fault?
Making nice isn't what I do
I was willing to do it for you
However, you had other plans
Keep your self-pity
Because I have none anymore
I've went through more
Than you have in a lifetime
I'm proud
I feel good that I've made it
This far
Have you made it?
Even just a little
What have you learned?
Have you learned that I'm no good?
I want to be good
I can do it
I just need you help
It's almost like you're an estranged ex-boyfriend
Whom I want back so badly
It just doesn't seem worth it
To be with someone who doesn't want to be with you
But I love you all the same