Whats happing???

I dont want to talk
I dont want to leave my house
I want to stay in my room
I want to cry
I want to hid

The world out there seem so mean
I dont want to do it
Im not ready

I want to hid
I want to be alone
Please no one find me
I want to stay lost

Too much pain
Too much hurt
If im by myself i will be safe

Im scared
But itz gonna b ok