My fault

I have knots
from head to toe
there tight, there loose
there out of control

ever since you went away,
the knots I feel them
everyday

A happy day
went good to bad
all because
I found out your dead

I missed your call
before it happened
I could have stopped you
but I was distracted

I feel like its my fault
my fault that your gone
I probally could have saved you
but I waited for to long