At times I'm alone
An there time when I'm free.
If i could only feel what the meaning of life is suppose to be.
My heart can be dark and my soul could be cold.
For i sit here looking out this window an look to the sky.
Must hold these tears back cause men don't cry.
Ive been through so much and took it on the chin.
As reality starts and life kicks in.
I drank away all my money, pushed everyone away.
The fist i make as the pain of emotions fills my mind
till i stop and think for a moment as it passes by.
Time to make a change for I'm only hurting my self
enough with rock bottom its time to Clim out.
