Falling to Pieces

*This is more of a letter then a poem, I wrote this as I was sitting in class crying*

Everything's falling apart now.

My body feels like it's in such a panic.

Broken and scared,

I don't know what to do anymore.

I'm lost and I'm hurt,

I just want to be held,

To work things out.

I don't want to be alone.

I don't want to lose you,

But I know I already have.

I'm just going to have to accept it,

And deal with it the best I can.

Which isn't well at all.

I'm crying now as I sit here in class.

I don't know how I'm going to be able to make it

through this.

I'm doing it alone.

I'll try my best to give you what you want,

To give you space and let you go.

This isn't easy on me.

This is so hard to do.

I know that I'll be crying the whole way through,

Doing anything to just try to survive this.

I'm weak and I know that.

I've already hit the bottom,

And I'm not coming back.

I just want the pain to end.