Sadistic love story

To dream of a world,
In which, you were gone
So lost in this life
Hidden, withdrawn

Dreaming to once
Feel loved in return
Broken, && dying
To trust, is to burn

Wishing to stop
This painful depression
Forgetting all hurt
In one sweet injection

To give of yourself
&& Not have to break
Get rid of this hatred
Just, make one mistake

To finally have strength
To end it all now
With knife in my hand
I whisper my vow

"I loved with my all
&& asked for one thing..
For it to be worth it
When, I felt your words sting

To know you'd be there
If I tripped, or I fell
For just one moment
Away from this hell

To hear in your voice
That you meant what you said
For you to believe
But, you trust them instead

&& Though I feel pain
&& I know you don't care
Just, know that I felt it
&& My heart, it did tear

&& No matter the distance
In life, or in death
I will swear, to you this
As I take my last breath

You were truly my angel
This, I still know
You completed my life
But, you let it all go

I'll never forget you
I wish you the best
&& If just, for a moment
I truly, was blessed"

I press this blade deep
&& Slice open my wrist
Just another love story
With a sadistic twist

Of a girl who fell hard
Believed when he swore
He'd love her, forever
She'd hurt, for no more