You Will Always Be

by Cienray Raycien   Apr 2, 2010


I'M SORRY FOR THE WORDS I SAID
BUT I'M NOT SORRY FOR SAYING IT
ALL THOSE TIMES I WAS HIDING THE PAIN
AND PRETENDING TO BE HAPPY ALL OVER AGAIN

I GUESS I HAVE NOT TAKEN IT ANYMORE
THE BOMB EXPLODES WITHIN ME
MY BLOOD OVERFLOWED ALL OVER THE SEA
AND I JUST CAN'T TAKE ANY LONGER THE WAY IT HAS TO BE

I HAD JOY AND HAD FUN TO BE WITH YOU
AND HAD THE GREATEST THINGS I NEVER HAD
BUT TIME PASSES AND THINGS ARE ALWAYS CHANGING
IT MIGHT BE THE END BUT I KNOW THERE IS STILL A BETTER BEGINNING

I HAVE LOVED YOU AND I KNOW YOU HAVE ALSO
BUT I GUESS I EXPECTED TOO MUCH THAT I NEEDED MORE
I BECAME POSSESSIVE AND SELFISH TO YOU
SO BEFORE IT WILL BECOME WORSE, I JUST WANT TO END THE BOND BETWEEN US TWO

I FIND IT HARD TO HANDLE THINGS WITHOUT YOU NOW
I TRUSTED NO ONE TO AVOID THINGS TO HAPPEN AGAIN
BUT I'M NOT THAT TOUGH ENOUGH TO PREVENT EVEN A SINGLE THING
THEREFORE, AT THIS MOMENT I STILL END UP LOSING

I FOUND THEM OR THEY FOUND ME
I DON'T CARE COZ I KNOW I'M HAPPY
I KNOW IT'S NOT UTTERLY THE WAY IT WAS BEFORE
BUT I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER ANY OF THOSE ANYMORE

YOU'RE STILL THE BEST I EVER HAD AND I GUESS YOU'LL ALWAYS BE
BUT AS SURE AS I CAN SEE
I WASN'T THE BEST AND WILL NEVER BE

-=_CIENRAY_=-

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