Confused

I have to realise that you are not mine
I tell you I'm OK but,inwardly I'm not fine
I can't help being depressed all the time
When i see him hold what used to be mine.

Its so hard to find a girl like you
You are like a pearl in the ocean
A flower in a world of destruction
I just wanna be with you whatever we do..

I try so hard to close my eyes for a while
When he holds you,a storm destroys me inside
I really try my best and scream so loud
But u don't hear me cuz I'm 2 far in my cloud..
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