I've sat here many days wondering what went so very wrong
we were happy, and our love was strong
it always comes back to the same answer though
to be honest i really don't know
i thought you loved me the way that i loved you
there were no signs that you were just going to say we were through
remember the last night you were here?
you whispered "i love you" and held me near
you looked me in the eyes, kissed me, and promised me forever
when you said that did you really mean never?
did all the time we spent together mean anything at all?
was it easy to stand on the side lines and watch me fall?
i've been through a lot, but i think this tops the chart
i trusted you with something i protected very closely, i gave you my heart
in the end the only thing you did was break it into a million pieces
this pain i feel from being so broken never ceases
i put on a smile to pretend so everyone perceives that i'm okay
when really inside i'm dying a little more each day
never in my life have i ever cried so much
lately i've become so out of touch
i hate that you're doing so well without me while i'm here consumed in sorrow
my heart wasn't something that i was just giving you to borrow
nor was it something i gave you to use as a toy
lately you've been playing games as if you're a little boy
you say you love me, then you love me not
are you confused or have you just forgot?
i don't think you quite comprehend how much i hurt
especially since now i feel like i mean as much to you as dirt
you were the one that i was supposed to be with for the rest of my life
you even asked me to be your wife
now i look back and feel so dumb for believing that you could actually be mine
i'll be here hurting, and you'll be fine
once upon a time i used to be able to make your heart beat faster
i never thought that this would end in such a disaster
i'm stuck here all alone with these thoughts consuming my brain
little by little i feel like i'm going insane
you called me crazy, and you know what? maybe it's true
because even through the pain i still love you
over time though there will be one thing that you will find
that thing is that i'm one of a kind
i may not have been "perfect" for you, but i loved you no matter what
even on those day where you acted like a complete butt
i was always there for you, especially when you were fighting back tears
i helped you the best i could to face your fears
i did everything i could to make you smile
to make you feel better, if only for awhile
i accepted you weirdness and all
i was was always there to help you up after a fall
i always wrestled you knowing i would lose
time with you over my friends i would always choose
i put all of my trust into you hoping it wouldn't get broken
i hoped it would show you how much i loved you, that it'd be a token
maybe my hopes were just too high
my head and my heart were too far in the sky
i'm hoping that this pain will slowly subside
even if it doesn't, at least i can say i tried.
