What am I supposed to do?
How am I meant to get through this without you.
You used to be the one I told my secrets to,
Now I guess our friendship is really through.
I know I was the one that left you behind,
But I honestly thought that you wouldn't mind.
I know I said goodbye, out of the blue,
But I couldn't stand lying to you.
We have so many memories, some happy, some sad,
Now when I think about you I feel so bad.
I never meant to do this, i made a mistake.
Because now when I see you, my heart starts to break.
I didn't really think we would end up this way,
Because now when I see you I have nothing to say.
I thought I meant more to you, but I guess I was wrong,
Seeing you so happy, made me realize I'm not that strong.
Memories haunt me, they hurt so much,
I keep remembering the day I lost your clutch.
Our friendship ended and it's all because of me,
Why couldn't I just let things be?
I never thought this would happen to us,
I really thought you were someone I could trust.
I guess I was wrong, we didn't last till the end,
Maybe, we just weren't meant to be friends.
