Breathing In Denial

Yeah, I'm just a girl
As happy as I seem
But what lies in my hollow heart
Your expectations will soon redeem

Silence building inside me
Feeding on loneliness, creating a void
The truth is, nothing is what it seems to be
Deep down, I am mentally destroyed.

Givinging up on what I call, life.
Throwing in the towel today
No point of trying to win a fight
When I know my soul will doon decay

Hanging on to one last thread
Wondering why do I even bother to try?
Only God knows how much tears I've shed
Or when its my time to die.

Confusion is slowly eating me away
Leaving me alone, empty and exiled.
Will I ever live to see another day?
Yep, I'm breathing, breathing in denial.