He's gone. Never coming back.
It's finally through my head.
I'm not allowed to miss him.
Nothing of him. No more him.
Help me? Anyone?
My heart is shattered.
Friends are nowhere to be seen.
My anger sizzles.
I'm changing, growing,
A stronger person now.
Learning to stand up for myself.
No more getting ran over.
My rage erupts,
Dormat for so many months.
Yes, I care they're shitty friends.
No more of them, either.
I let go. They still do nothing.
I guess I don't mean anything.
My broken heart breaks more.
Is it so hard for them to care?
Breathe in, breathe out.
My lungs aren't getting enough oxygen.
Quicker, quicker.
My heart is pounding.
Nowhere to run,
Nowhere to hide.
But that's okay.
I'll stand broken.
I laugh, I smile, I joke.
But it's still hard to breathe.
And the hardest part of waking each day,
Is knowing I have to face it alone.
