Insecure; In My Own Skin

Insecurity.
I'm my own worst enemy
It's myself who I judge,
Nobody seems to understand,
But against myself I have a huge grudge.

I hate people telling me,
That I'm pretty or hot,
They always start a fight,
When I tell them I'm not!

They won't understand,
Why I feel this way,
But how can I tell them,
I no longer want to stay?

How can I tell them,
It's myself who I hate,
That for some reason,
I'm suffering from this stupid twist of fate.

I feel like I don't belong,
When I'm with family or friends,
But they won't understand,
Why I want things to end.

I feel more comfortable,
When I am on my own,
Yet I don't understand,
How I hate to be alone?

I'm tired of hearing,
My own voice,
I want this to end,
Now it's my choice.

I'm in a situation,
I don't want to be in,
I'm lost and insecure,
In my own skin.