We wake up,from sleepless nights
waiting for something good to come along
you think it's fine,the way you use him
the way he's changed,again
drifting apart,far apart
i look to them,reaching faintly out
hoping maybe i can get a hold of you
but the days go by.& you become colder
your "i love you" shows no love at all
i ask for a hug
it's empty
i cry inside for the worst has happened
i fill with hatred, for the both of you
acting like two children,when our worlds fall apart
no matter what i say,it's unheard of
so i am left here to watch in this hell
what once i thought was love
was just a dream,a fantasy
but the real world is not perfect
it never has been,but i see that now
i pray,but it's useless
my home just isn't home anymore
because my home would of been peaceful
calm & loving
instead I am here,in a dark corner,with no way out
pain filling me up,wondering when home will be home again
