It was a turn ..
I just turned my head and looked back ....
a scene of memories flashing in front of me ...
happy ones .. sad ones .. crazy ones .. good ones....
everything ...
every single small detail...
that drew a smile on my face ..
is never forgotten ..
I am afraid to turn my head back to reality ..
and just walk towards it ...
It was so hard...
painful..
I am going to miss it all ..
I am going to miss the seconds..
the minutes ..
the hours..
the moments..
I couldn't cry ..
lately crying isn't doing me any good...
nor its making me feel better ..
its just tears coming from my eye ...
that don't do a thing..
I guess Im numb now ..
cause I cant cry anymore...
nor Can I scream anymore...
nor can i bleed ..
I look at it one more time.. that scene from the past ..
amazing memories ...
That I'll never forget ..
that will always be a part of me ..
I take a deep breathe ...
and turn my head back to reality ...
hhhhhhh..
damn it sucks..
damn its hard ..
here we go..
