Thousand words to say

Today i committed a crime
i wasn't suppose to be that guy
someone long ago came back to me
when i told her i wouldn't resurface again
she was that girl i once liked
a girl that i never wanted to remember
together we witness each other
a year difference
changed the both of us
i swore to myself she wasn't for me
not the girl i once knew her name
it still hurts so much
this break-up i hate
i want to see my ex-girlfriend again
the girl who made me feel alive
the one that was with me
as i fell asleep each night
the one who talked with me over the phone
till dawn to day light
laughed together
smiled together
fell in love together
i could always tell everybody lies
about how i don't even care about you anymore
but my heart and tears never lie
as i'm sitting here alone by myself
if only i could see her again
and tell her how much i miss her
i have a thousand words to say
but nobody there to listen to me
as i pour my heart out
for the girl i once truly loved...