I don't want another chance

My heart grieves day and night,
The pain just echoes and I can't fight.
These feelings hidden away inside,
I wish I hadn't given up - I wish I'd tried

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But I don't want another chance,
I don't want you to say it's alright.
I just want you to be happy,
And not always have to fight

I don't want you to say you love me,
I don't want to hear that you miss me,
I don't want to make things right,
Cos you deserve so much better in life...

Even though once I've walked away
A day will come when I will say
That I wish I'd tried harder to fix my mistake,
But every morning I'll still awake,
To the sounds of guilt that resides inside,
Opening old wounds till I no longer can hide,
The tears pouring down my cheeks so fast,
Wondering everyday why it's always the last...

The last time I'l hear your voice,
Feel your touch as memories fade.
Can't even look up and face you again,
Drifting away- it'll never be the same.

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I don't want you to know I love you,
That I can't breathe without you,
That I miss you as though a part of me broke,
The last words you said - something awoke,
Inside of me that I relish what I had,
Couldn't understand or appreciate you - it makes me so sad,
To think I had it all but gave it away,
The same mistakes will break me as I pray,
Hoping that God will forgive me one day,
Hoping that you won't hate me and I'll get to say...

"I miss you, I love you, I want you back,
Can't take these lonely days showing only what I lack.
I miss you, I love you, I can't let go,
You're the only one - the one and only I know."

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I don't want another chance,
Don't want you to dance,
To the tunes I used to play,
You deserve more than words can say.

I don't want another chance...
No no no.. Can't beg for another chance...
I don't want another chance...
No no no... Won't ask for another chance...

(I dedicate this song to the guy that I love... I'm sorry for my mistake and I'm sorry for not trying hard enough to make ammends. You're a great person and deserve so much out of life. And I just want to thank you for being a part of my life.. For being such a great friend who will never be forgotten. And I hope that wherever you are and whatever you do you'll find hapiness and success will follow you at every step....)