I never knew who I was before,
but now, I feel that I have lost myself.
I feel like I should change,
like I should mature to be someone better than me.
not knowing why, when, or even how I should change, puts me in confusion.
then, there is that voice in my head saying that I don't have to change.
that voice seems to be coming from everyone around me, who has actually grown to love me.
love me for what I am, and what I'm not.
I can't follow that voice for it isn't mine.
my voice is mute.
it says nothing. it does nothing. but, it is something.
maybe my voice is who I am.
maybe it is what made some become fond of me.
or maybe, it says nothing of importance.
that confusion I had before,
it's still here.
I have it in my heart.
I have it in my thoughts.
basically, that confusion is just stress I put on myself.
now here I am, scratching my head,
thinking: what am i so confused about?
