Another day

Another day i can't be by your side to celebrate your life
another day feeling guilty for being away
another day wishing i could change both our lives to become one
another day thinking of you day and night
another day fearing you get tired of waiting
another day fearing you get tired of all this going on
another day loving you more than i ever loved anyone
another day admiring your beauty only in pictures
another day reminding myself i am strong enough to go on
another day remembering how lucky i am for having you by my side
another day watching my nieces calling you aunt already
another day of not being able to just hold your hand
another day missing you while i have lunch and dinner
another day feeling lonely despite of all the people around me
another day wishing i was another person at times
another day of living this life others consider a dream
another day of living my own personal nightmare
another day being just me and not who i am for you
another day wanting to disappear
another day feeling weak and fragile
this is just another day... without you.