Lesson learned

I didn't take my time
i closed my eyes
and instead of waitng and contemplating
i was too eager to find HIM

So i got lost in dreams and fantasies
i was in a whirlpool
drowning constantly
from then i no longer understood

I cried, my river of tears
i bled and scars crisscrossed my heart
i seen black and drenched in my fears
And all threatened to tear me apart

Now im saturated in sunshine
no longer i will obilge in being blind
I see the truths of the Earth
I'll wait for him, my lesson is learned