Always caught up in yourself
thinking your always right
not knowing the whole story,switching it around
arguing for pointless reasons without any reasoning;
Not understanding there's more to the picture
not just one story,there's more to see
yet you are blind to it
so it brings you to try and bring me to my knees
leave me alone
I'm living like I want,Happily and Prosperously!
just listen to what has to be said
shut up,let me say what has to be said;
You just aimlessly get mad
for some reason direct toward me
I understand life is difficult
but when your messing with me
by blaming things on me,I didnt do
or even making stories up,or saying them the wrong way
you get surprised when I yell back
when I say F you
It shouldn't be something to be surprised about
When you were the one F'n with me;
Now here you are calling the family
making more drama
bringing more stress
not only for me but as well yourself
yet once again...
It get's blamed on me!
All you had to do is hear what I needed to say
instead of always throwing me away
to hospitals with lock down
yes I had fun there
but the kids sometimes,needed to get the smack down
for crossing the line
So I get longer time,
You never tried to fix things
you just kept going to therapist or pills
instead of being open minded and having a deep talk with your son
hear what's bothering him inside
what makes him sleepless throughout the nights;
I understand your a single parent
who has 3 children
but don't try and make some guy my father
cause I don't have one,
If my dad wants to be arrogant
then that's his fault not mine
nor yours
so let the past go
everything that was bad and focus on all the smiles
all the laughs
all the times that joy came into your life
I bet you will live a more better life;
I apologize for my wrongs in your house
or even in your presents
but sometimes you needed it for crossing the line
your my mother
I love you for trying your best!
You made it
Look at you now
even though there's problems in life
as well between us
every things all good!
In time it will be fixed
if not then it was meant to be
but just know
I'm not my father and I'm not a idiot
I'm just me <3
