Sorry

I'm sorry for all the stupid things selfish things that I've done
I didn't know anyone would be able to feel my pain
Now I'm sober I can look back and see I hurt the only one
All those times I got high,hurt myself,friends,family there was no gain
I didn't notice then but I notice now it has only brought me down
And I hurt the only people who would always be there for me
All the stupid things I've done, did nothing but made me a foolish clown
The more days that go by i realize what I did and now I see
No matter the dangerous stupid things I always did
I never wanted to hear it from anyone I was always right
The things I did were more dangerous and dumber than the actions of a kid
Thats why letting go now Hoping God never lets me out of his sight

copyright Jennifer M Larkin