Its Hard, But At Least You're Gone

Babe, its not easy loving you
Especially when you don't love yourself.
Its too hard to wait around, its true
And I'm dying by myself.

I gotta say I hate you now
From the many years we shared
In which I loved you so much
And you easily don't care.

But its really that I care too much
About you and me together
So it makes me sad and such
That this wont be forever.

Maybe tomorrow you'll wake up
But it might be too late.
Somebody else always comes along
And you can't even wait.

Why do you always rush
To be with those new people
Who crawl from nowhere, not knowing
That they are just your sheeple?

You manipulate so easily
And I let you do it to me,
Thinking that you'll change your mind
And want to be free.

Its going to be hard for me
But at least you're gone
So I can move on more easily
And realize we're finally done.

I guess those five years
Like suffocation
Grasped you by the throat
With great frustration.