In my eyes I 'still' see you as mine..

How low have I fallen?
To still struggle to let go,
When there was nothing to begin with,
God, I really don't know.

How can I miss you,
When you were something I never had,
I think your lies has deluded me,
And it's now driving me mad.

Why can I not just accept,
That it was nothing but a lie,
You meant nothing that you said,
I have even seen it with my eyes.

Why do I still see you as mine,
How foolish can I be?
Am I always gonna feel like this,
This emptiness inside of me.

- Doesn't make much sense, really.. It's some kind of delusion to feel like I "still" see you as mine, because you were never mine.