Split apart

It's all just a dream you believe
to wake up the next morning the same
there no way it happen
you pray to god each and every moment
for the whole thing to be just a dream

but prayers never been answer
dreams will be shatter
we split apart from each other
not knowing why it became this way
only choice you made

it's been almost five months now
you never said a word to me
or see each other face to face
i'm a ghost to you
ever since this split happen

my hands shake with fear
heart unable to beat right
thoughts don't connect
were apart
for reason i'll never know

i can only sit here and write
till the point where the world goes around
back to the point where we will meet again
slowly i will become better
i promise
but right now
i cry now
without a shoulder to lean on

is this what lost love feels like?
hollow and darkness and pain?
i hate it so much
this split up between us