I remember the days when i didn't have you,
I remember when you weren't even there.
I remember when i had someone else,
And i didn't have a care.
I remember when you first came into my life,
And i wanted to hold your hand.
I remember when i first met you,
And you gave me that little flick of your hand.
I remember when i wanted nothing more,
then to be part of your life.
I remember when i needed nothing more,
Then to someday be your wife.
I remember when the days were good,
and the times you used to care.
I remember the days when you used to love me,
the times we used to share.
do you remember when you said that once,
that once that was a crime.
That you would always love me,
until the end of time?
I do.
God i do.
And i remember the time when you said ,
That someday you'd say I do.
Though i could go on with memories,
About all the good times we shared,
I think its about time,
to tell you how i feel.
And it wont rhyme,
And it wont flow,
So don't read it if you don't want,
If its too much for you.
But five days ago you left,
You said, can i talk to you,
and i knew right then.
I said its fine,
I said OK,
But i couldn't breathe.
I couldn't breathe and i screamed and i yelled,
And i said some things i didn't mean.
Cause i said that i didn't want you to touch me,
And i swear to God i lied.
Right now if i could id have you hold me until i died.
And there i go rhyming again,
even though i didn't mean to.
And i swear i didn't want you to leave,
I swear i wanted nothing more then for you to be there forever.
I did something that drove you away,
That scared you.
And I'm sorry,
God I'm sorry,
And as i cry ill tell you one thing,
loving you was the best thing Ive ever done.
Leaving you will be the hardest,
But right now i cant leave.
I will silently be by your side as you sleep.
And i will be there when your playing a game on the computer,
cheering you on.
And i will be swimming in the pool when you are,
and i will never leave you,
as long as I'm still in your heart.
I know i am,
you told me so.
So today I'm here to tell you that I love you,
And i always will,
Today i want to tell you that i hate you,
For killing my soul,
today i wanted to tell you that I'm jealous,
cause you get to be with you all the time,
and today i wanted to tell you,
that i could have made this rhyme....
But i didn't,
that would have taken too much time,
time that i didn't have as i poured my heart out into this poem.
Today i wanted to say I'm sorry,
for loving you as much as i did.
