No matter what I do, no matter what I say..
Everything just slips through my grasp.
Things become hard and unbearable..
and I just want to break down.
I try and try everyday; but it's a constant struggle.
Life was never easy for me, nor will it ever be.
I'll be fighting all my life no matter what happens.
It was my fate, forever and ever...
Why can't I change it?
My heart cracking under the pressure;
My head snapping because of the stress.
But I don't want to give up, because it isn't who I am.
No matter what life throws at me, I can't help but try.
It is my fate, forever and ever...
My world is out of color, everything becomes gray.
I can't hear, talk, or think straight.
I'm cracking under pressure.
I want to give up, but I can't.
I won't.
It's not who I am;
And it will never be.
It's my gift...
My curse...
My struggle.
