Perhaps I'm wrong
maybe...
you were right
For a change
I stopped dreaming
Cause i couldn't sleep
My eyes were purged of weakness
and rest was a past-time
and the last time
i ever had the opportunity
of such a lavish way of relaxing
I can't concentrate anymore
my hands are getting heavier and heavier
and the pen that once held me together
the words that give me meaning
Are fading away
Your laughing at me aren't you
I figure you would you were always right
I'm sorry that your gone
And i miss you more then the things i lose
Sometimes i wish you were still around
but i gotta over come this
and get stronger from it
Cause i know if it was you
You would let this stop you
So for the sake of everything i put your though
And the thousands of promises i made
I'll see this life though ^_^