Looking up at the sun
Laying on the grass
I close my eyes
The breeze becomes stronger
I think im gonna b ok
Is this all a dream?
I open my eyes and cry
Thinking i am alone
No one loves me
No one cares
I wounder what keeping me here
I take out my razor
I cut and blead
The grass soon becomes red
The world gets darker
I feel like a million miles away
My eyes start to cry
I look up at the sky
God what did i do to u?
Why are you keeping me here?
Im ready to leave
Somehow no one hears me
I yell alilttle louder " WHY, JUST WHY"
I can still feel the breeze
I dread goign home
I stay alittle longer
I want to talk
No one is around
Like always i need to hold back
I think about later that day
Feelings of lonlyess and hopeless are the only thing i know
I am fighting to live
God i just want to die
I am doen with fighting with myself
I am done with living this life
When i get home
My Mind wonders
Gosh i just am struggling so much
