It hurts

Pain stricken face
a holler deep within
my heart struck like a base
an uncontrollable sin

a roaring in my ears
numbness all around
i have to face my fears
even though i will go down

im torn between two
with anger and pain
what will i do?
i just might go insane

it hurts my heart
i wish i could die
you are the board to my heart and your words are the dart
then where will i lie?

my mom is my savor
and im the labor
i wish to be free
so i must believe