Heartless.

I always change the topic,
I always change the name,
So it does not hit too close to home
And start to drive me insane,
It seems I'm far beyond that point,
It's hard to see a way back now,
I'd turn back but I'm not sure how.

I don't understand what happened here,
I'm lost in the debrie,
I wish I could just forget your face,
And your silent, glaring decree.
I sit in a crowded room,
Feeling so hopelessly alone,
All I want to do...I just want to go home.

I want to forget your features,
I want to forget your eyes,
I want to hate your every breath,
I hope the memory dies.
I want to wrip your heart out,
And throw it to the floor,
To know that you could never feel or be anymore.